Its been awhile!

Things kinda went downhill again for us, I am thoroughly convinced it never ends and it never will, Jacob has broken his arm a few weeks ago. Hes doing a lot better now but hes been through so much. He literally broke it in two with one bone laying on the other and has had to have 2 surgeries which he did phenomenal through. We go back on Thursday the doctor wants to take off the cast and x-ray Jacob has had to have two pins put in. Unfortunately they had to put one right in his growth plate. I am so scared he will have problems later on down the road with this... Other then being stir crazy he's doing great, he hasn't needed pain pills in the last couple of days and just yesterday was able to start wearing his blue jeans, hes been living in sweatpants. All of this from playing football with friends, he was tackled on the sidewalk of all things but he did get the touchdown.

Cody seems to be the only one doing well these days. He ran in the regionals for cross country and had done so well he is going to state on friday we are so proud of him, he just keeps going strong.

I feel like random melancholy every now and then, we have so much bad and some good I get so tired......just tired of trying to hold things and my family together sometimes it can be just too much.

I have found a way to take out some of my frustrations though, I am learning to crochet again. Its been alot of fun. I have also started a blog about it so I can see where I start and if I improve big if lol..... heres a link to it....... Look out justamoms crocheting